Dilemma

矛盾！

I thought it is better for me to fail the interview. Don't know what is going right and I got the job offer.

I don't know this is good or bad. The positive side is I'm able to convince the interviewers to grant me a chance to work at MNC. At least I know where is my market values. Out of 100+ applicants, several stage of interview, I'm managed to secure this job.

The down side is I have to leave my current job, where I miss my colleagues, workers and friends. It is a very hard decision. I hope that I will fail the interview, life would be easier. No need to choose, only work!

Now being stuck at the middle. Both looks good, but the MNC looks better. On the other hand, the people at my current company is friendly and helpful.

Life is about making choices and decisions.